week of torture.

hello humans ,

this week i have been thoroughly tortured ! The reason is the need to conduct a circuit in front of my fellow track mates. And when i say conduct i mean conducting the circuit done by me in front of sec 1,2 and 3s . you also have to explain properly how to do the exercises ! :( how should i know ! I'm not even well verse in how the exercise is suppose to be done and the end result of this kind of presentation is utter humiliation of the presenter which is anonymously me ! :( It was just too humiliating that now I am having second thoughts to why i choose TRACK AND FIELD as my cca ! i use to think it was a fun and sporty cca , but now all i can see is how scary, humiliating, challenging, difficult and intimidating it is ! how am i suppose to love it ? i am so stressed over this presentation. I have a problem with talking in front of a CROWD! :( but seems like no one cares. This is so depressing.

through this experience i hope i can really pluck up the courage to do a good job .

god please please please help me with my confidence level,

please help me .

xoxo

greeny.