I AM BACK !

hello people.

I've return to this blogging world.

i doubt i will update but it's worth a shot !

anyway yesterday was cross country.

i didn't run ! super wasted !

----------sighs----------

the whole week i was PMS-ING.

Monday was my first day as a PREFECT ! O:

Tuesday was the day i had to do EMCEE-ING ! O:

Wednesday was NATIONAL CROSS COUNTRY ! O:

Thursday was the day i had SURPRISE EMCEE DUTY ! O:

Friday was the day for School Cross Country ! O:

Saturday was the day i got super stressed out and PISSED OFF ! >:

THIS IS JUST IN I FEEL VERY ANGRY AND FRUSTRATED TODAY!

SO ANGRY ! ARGHHHHHH !!

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i played basketball today,

miss the ball till it was so embarassing,

zzz

then there was the can't catch moments !

-.-

ughh

i skipped track.

end of story ..

tata

baby you are the only exception

being too caught up in my training sessions.

i spent no time for myself , this is worst than school days.

i feel lifeless.

this is not what i call holiday,

i don't know whether i made the right choice to join TRACK.

well it's far too late for regrets.

i'll always feel left out in track,

i don't like it anymore.

ttfn.

xoxo greeny.

Being Brave

hello readers ,

Today wasn't as bad as i thought it would've been . This is all thanks to my

life-savior , Joy . Thank you Lord for answering my plea! You've sent me new found strength buried deep within me , You've sent me aid to overcome this challenge with ease. I thank thee for I am fully grateful because you have answered my plea! :)

After the morning i went back home to shower and i got out around 12:30PM to meet Audeline at Mac Ritchie Reservoir. We took 156 and went to Bishan Library.

Once there, A kept searching around for the " Harry Potter " series. And her search was futile, but mine wasn't ! haha, i found the book "fragile eternity" by "melissa marr" . and the other book is spooning ! :)

After the library hiatus , A & I went to buy KOI! A's very first KOI and me ordering KOI for the first time :) haha, I know that this is sort of lame but it means quite a great deal to us . AND we made the mistake of ordering the milk tea with 70% of sugar ! goshh! it was sweet ! haha, phew dizzy dizzy!

When the sugar rush worn off , A and I went to Mini Toons! :) i bought a glowing green handphone strap :) i simply love it !

on the highest floor i saw lots of v.ball peirceans! :) nice people.

WE THEN DITCH J8 and head back to A's house and we watched 2012

is the world really going to end at 2012 ? hmmm. if so i need to repent and pray hard for

The Holy Spirit !

i hope i'll be able to get it ! :)

xoxo, greeny !

week of torture.

hello humans ,

this week i have been thoroughly tortured ! The reason is the need to conduct a circuit in front of my fellow track mates. And when i say conduct i mean conducting the circuit done by me in front of sec 1,2 and 3s . you also have to explain properly how to do the exercises ! :( how should i know ! I'm not even well verse in how the exercise is suppose to be done and the end result of this kind of presentation is utter humiliation of the presenter which is anonymously me ! :( It was just too humiliating that now I am having second thoughts to why i choose TRACK AND FIELD as my cca ! i use to think it was a fun and sporty cca , but now all i can see is how scary, humiliating, challenging, difficult and intimidating it is ! how am i suppose to love it ? i am so stressed over this presentation. I have a problem with talking in front of a CROWD! :( but seems like no one cares. This is so depressing.

through this experience i hope i can really pluck up the courage to do a good job .

god please please please help me with my confidence level,

please help me .

xoxo

greeny.

Week 1 .

first week of the holidays.

I've used more than 5 hours of computer everyday .

and I've yet to start my holiday assignments .

I've yet to complete the track and field "circuit" /

lets just say i have allot of unfinished business.

i'm drowned in GG!

i love leighton meester's somebody to love and her part in cobrastarship 's "good girls go bad"

okay i'll stop here

RESUMING GG !

xoxo

J.

"You won't have to wonder what we are 'Cause you won't have to ever look too far It's in the scars, it's hidden in the scars"

commitment.

so far I've never really committed myself to anything except my dearest storybooks.

i know i sound super lame, i get that alot.

i want to be committed to things like going to church , friends,family and my responsibility to do stuff....

well..

its weird.

ok i have no idea what i'm talking about..

just that i think sometimes we lose interest in life and we sorta just become boring.

well thats me surprise surprise!

i am such a retard.

ok this is stupid .

I'm looking for a new hairstyle some suggestions ?

xo,greeny